any clues?

 

i'd sayid say describing youtself is hard the same way describing why something you love is hard

you've spent a long enough time with something to the point its hooks and striking features arent as striking anymore

and given how much time you psend with yourself you dont know which parts of you people react to

my name is so and so and ive just entered college

i like writing and videogames and music and general media

i have an eye for detial and i appreciate when things are abstract and experimental

i FUCKING HATE pretention and people who believe that enjoying things that have deeper subtexts or larger meanings makes them any better than the everyman who watches normal movies and enjoys himself normally like a normal person

i believe in the goodness of humanity but also the inherent cruelty at least 99% of people are partial to. its in our nature to prejudice, and we're hard wired to judge and to bias ourselves out of some twisted instinct of survivl that hasnt been useful eever since we stopped being not at the top of the food chain

people take advantage of you

im like dude im obsessed wtih religion. firmly in the camp that its all not real and just our own way of coping with the terrifyingness of non-existence, but i dont hold that against anyone. i think it is INIFINTEILLY fascinating invenstigating the effect and the impact of belief and faith in a higher power. i mean shit my favourite movie of all time is all about this stuff (Cat Soup by the way, go watch it it's about different interpretations of the afterlife)

 but yknow, religion has a way of cultivating extremism (especially when literally ETERNAL DAMNATIOn is on the line people would get pretty riled up). fuck all these weirdos that impose their beliefs (hot take of the century i know)

you can probably piece together some of my character from how i wriet, which is cool

i'll keep writing, and you'll see me next time im about to break down