i stopped feeling desire for you in that way and it perturbs me, not because i'm afriad but because i'm afraid of the comfort
tears in my eyes or a big lump in my pants i'd sit there and type away at how much i wanted you and how gnawing it felt
but for the one day in a year where i got what i want i spent a glorious maybe 15 minutes basically edging myself and it felt good really good
and (like, along with the other stuff) out came all the pent up desire and yearning and i feel a zen i've never felt
not one i've felt since we first started dating and yearning like rabbits
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